A recent visit to the doctor’s office found Joan Rivers more than a little scared about a possible cancer diagnoses. Although a spot found on an X-ray still needed to be examined, emotions ran high upon the comedian’s return to her house, where she broke the news to her friends. In typical Joan-fashion, she tried dealing with the heavy situation with jokes — later in the episode she says, “I want to die the way Jessica Simpson lived- fat and happy.” — but not everyone was on board. It all plays out on the new episode of Joan & Melissa: Joan Knows Best?, which goes down this Saturday at 9 pm ET on WEtv. Check out a preview below.